Oh. I forgot. We totally ignored the whole day, completely unintentionally! A installed the new door from the house to the garage and I hung out with N all day. Then we had breakfast for dinner. Pancakes and bacon to be exact. It was delish! Now A is sleeping on the couch next to me and I'm watching the Olympics, and blogging.
When I started my blog, it was weeks like this that I was worried about. Days where nothing happend that I feel anyone would ever care about. I've actually written three paragraphs and deleted them. 1.) about cleaning. 2.) about last v-day and 3.) about N being fussy. Really. I've got nothing. It sucks for writing a blog.
I realize though, that I've been really happy this week. That even though nothing blogworthy happened, I just had a nice week. I had a nice few days with N during the snow. I cleaned on Friday and A came home that evening. Yesterday was his birthday but we had already celebrated last weekend. C and N came to visit and it was awesome to see them and hang out. We went to lunch and had fun just hanging out. We don't get to do it that often, so it was awesome. Then yesterday evening we just relaxed, hung out with N, watched the Olympics. This whole week has felt good. I feel like my life is finally settling in. I love our little family, I love watching A play with N. He is such a proud and loving dad. I love snuggling with N and making him smile and laugh. I love life right now. I realize that all those years ago when I was a kid and in HS, this is what I imagined it would be like. Maybe I'm not doing the job I thought I would be and to be honest, A is not at all what I pictured for a husband when I was younger. Maybe we're not near my family like I thought we would be, we're not really geograpically where I thought I would be at all. Despite all that, the love and family and the home we have created are what I always dreamed of.
So I guess I haven't completely ignored Valentines day. I may not have chocolates and breakfast in bed but I have more love than one day can handle. Happy Valentines Day everyone.
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I love your blog, even if you write about dust bunnies or something inane like that. I'm jealous that C visited, I haven't talked to her or T for like a week, last week was so insane. I seriously feel like I have even seen Mike for a week. Life just gets so crazy, ya know? I can only imagine what its gonna be like when there is a kid in the mix...
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