Back on the wagon

So I'm back on the Weight watchers wagon.  I promise I won't blog about it constantly or anything but I made a decision this week to try get myself back to a happy place with my weight.  I was to the point where I was extremely unhappy with my weight, then before my wedding I lost 35 lbs on WW.  Then before I had N, I had just lost 20 because I had stopped WW after the wedding and gained it all back.  Then  I had N and lost alot of weight from breastfeeding and tried to start WW again on my own after I stopped bf'ing but that was not happening.  So it's been a bit of a roller coaster because if I'm not counting points, I have no will power.

So there it is.  I'm back on WW.  I'm on the new plan which I really like because I don't seem as hungry as I did sometimes on the old plan.  I have lost 3.8 lbs but it's only the first week and the first week you always lose a little more.  Hopefully I'll keep losing 1-2 lbs a week so that for my big 3-0 I canlook fabulous :-).

Maybe this is my personal 1/3 life crisis?  I'm not really worried about turning 30 but I am thinking alot about how good I want to look at the party :-)  Maybe that's how it's manifesting itself.  Who knows!  I just know that I'm glad to be back on WW.  As I said I'm not going to let it take over my life so I won't be blogging about it again (well until I hit an awesome goal) but it was what I did this week.  I will have at least one more exciting blog post after next weekend. My parents are coming to CT for my Grandmother's 93rd birthday.  So N and I are going to "party" with them as well.  My Aunt and Uncle from England will be there too which should make for an interesting post!